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[13 Jun 2005|12:52pm] |
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( This can't be the end )
Thinking about you Yuna. Thinking about Tidus....Thinking about...Someone else and myself too. So this is for you guys...Wrote is for you both and stuff...I hope you like it.
Is needs to be edited and such of course but thats what rambled off the top of my head. Some doesn't even sit right with the poem but I kinda like it the way it is.
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| Oh my....Teeheehee! |
[26 Feb 2005|07:06pm] |
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Dear Dairy,
It’s kinda hard to write and type at the same time but I’m going to try my best. (I’m using a laptop! ^^;;;) So much has happened, and since I’m alone I figured I’d write now.
I told Cloud I loved him. He said it back. <3 I was so nervous but I did it. It felt so good. Then Squall and Cloud had to fight and it got very ugly. (I met up with Rinoa, she actually had to live with Cloud and I for a little bit. She has such a cute dog.) Everyone got hurt it seemed. Seifer showed up and Rinoa got badly hurt by him. I rushed over and gave him a piece of my mind though. Lets just say he won’t be getting up for a while. Thank you Firaga and Pheonix..
Anyways, now Squall and Rinoa are gone. Cloud, Yuna, and myself have all left and gone to Costa Del Sol. It seems Tidus was kidnaped as well.....I’m not sure how on earth we’re going to get him back. I have hope though, and I pray for his safety. Anyways....
Cloud seemed to forget Yuna and I were staying with him for a little bit.....Teeheehee. We kinda saw him....Naked. (BLUSH) Yuna and I laughed so hard and she started to imitate him and stuff. Just thinking about it gets me giggly again. He seemed rather embarrassed though so I told him I’d get pancake mix and make him some pancakes. Which is what I’m doing. Anyways. It’s getting very hard to walk and type, and people are giving me funny looks. I’ll write more later diary after dinner.
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| Kiss me, beneath the milky twilight |
[13 Feb 2005|05:32pm] |
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Dear Diary,
I told Cloud my dream. I had to. He smelled the blood......He held me as I cried and consouled me....Then he kissed me. I felt...I felt....I can't describe what I felt. All this love just filled my heart and I kissed him back. No one ever kissed me like they way I was kissed tonight. Not even Zack.....Now that he's kissed me like that maybe I can say I love you. I can write it....
I love you Cloud Strife.
But can I say it?
On another note Cloud seems addicted to chocolate chip pancakes. Teeheehee! He also says I can write to Rinoa! So here we go!
( Letter to Rinoa )
I hope thats good. Now I just have to give that to Cloud....
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| Showers and breakfast |
[13 Feb 2005|12:21pm] |
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Dear Diary,
I was just about to make breakfast when I looked myself over. I guess more than my cloths and sheets got bloody. I was covered in dry blood. Luckily it was all dry and none wet. I'd be washing Cloud's cloths too if that were so. So I took a long hot shower and made sure I was completely clean. When I got out I smelled something. Someone was cooking. I rushed out to see if Cloud was back only to see Vincent Valentine! Cooking! Cooking what I was going to cook!
"Vincent!" I had cried rushing over to hug him. He hugged me back, and I think he was smirking. From there him and I ate while waiting for Cloud. I did most of the talking of course but there WERE moments he would say something more than two words long! Finally when we were almost done I told him my dream and how I woke up. It really didn't seem to surprise him but he didn't say anything about it. He just grunted and nodded once and said "I see." He also says that he won't tell Cloud. (I asked him not to.) Vincent is one of those promise keeping kinda guys. I think if it ever gets serious he will though. I don't know. Vincent is really rather hard to read.
He left just a few minutes ago. I have no clue where Cloud is. I'm sending a e-mail to Yuna now though. Hopefully she can deliver the message. Right now I'm too sick and weak from the conversation I had with Squall.
( E-mail to Yuna )
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| Do...Dreams become reailty? |
[13 Feb 2005|03:11am] |
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Dear Diary,
Cloud left last night. I think he went to go...Do something at that orgization thing. I went to sleep shortly after and had a really really frightening nightmare.
I was back on that alter, praying. Cloud was watching me, along with Squall, Tidus, and Yuna. Then Sephiroth came down and I felt his sword go into my stomach. It felt real, it felt the same way it did before. I heard screaming. Tons of it. My dream got very hazy and the screams sounded muffled but I could make out Yuna screaming "STOP! STOP IT CLOUD! NO! DON'T YOU LAY HER IN THAT LAKE! PULL HER OUT! NO! SHE'S ALIVE! NO! AERIS! AEIRS!" At least, I think it was Yuna. It was a female, there was another girl there too though. I couldn't see her, it was to blurry. I could feel the water as Yuna, or the other girl, was screaming.
Then I heard Tidus and Squall, I'm not sure which was which. Consouling the girl----or girls? Whom had been screaming. Everything was muffled....I was shocked I could hear that woman before...I didn't hear Cloud. I felt him....When he let me go.....
It was about 3AM when I woke up shaking and sobbing, Diary. I was also in a cold sweat. My bed was covered in...Well it was covered in blood. I wasn't bleeding though. Anywhere. Not on my stomach, and it wasn't my "Time-of-the-month" either. The sheets were just stained. As were my cloths. (I had to steel some of Cloud's....I hope he won't mind...They're a little big on me but it'll have to do.) I put them in the wash and they're being cleaned now. Hopefully the stains will go away so Cloud doesn't freak out or anything. I might just have to tell him it was my "Time-of-the-month" if there are stains. I can't have him worrying. I'd call Yuna, e-mail her or something. She doesn't know about my death though. She might also be quite a bit frightened. I mean, how many people do you know that have come back from the dead? I even think it's really creepy.
Anyways, Cloud should be home soon. It's early (Extremely early...), but I figure I'll cook breakfast now. I can't sleep and it'll give me something to do. I hope he's up for Chocolate Chip Pancakes. <3 Maybe even some green eggs and ham as well? Until later Dairy....
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| Birthday.... |
[07 Feb 2005|10:31pm] |
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Dear Diary,
Happy Birthday to me. Happy Birthday dear me. Happy birthday dear Aeris! Happy birthday to me!
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| My first thoughts |
[05 Feb 2005|08:39pm] |
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Dear Diary,
I figured I should start keeping one of these. I’m going through a very rough time in my life and I need to let some things out. First off though, I’ll introduce myself. My name is Aeris Gainsbough. I’m 22 and my birthday is February 7 (Ohhh that’s soon!) And I’m currently living with my....Secret Crush? That makes it sound like I’m in the 5th grade. Okay, my secret love. His name is Cloud Strife. I met him about a year ago. We got separated for while by powers beyond our control and we recently found each other. I don’t know if he loves me....But I can hope.
I tried to tell him I loved him last night. After my dead boyfriend Zack helped me to let go of him (In a dream. From when I had passed out from a battle.) ....Emotionally that is. So I wanted to tell Cloud that I was in love with him and only him...Not Zack. Yet I couldn’t. I managed to get out that we were together. Maybe that’ll give him a clue as to how I feel. Cloud was always kinda oblivious though....
I found him with the help of my new friends. Squall, Yuna, and Tidus. When I passed out during the battle (Between Cloud and Squall...Go figure. Something about Cloud getting hired by this guy...I really just don’t want to think about that part right now.) Cloud took me to his house, so now its gone from finding Cloud, to finding them. Cloud says I can leave whenever I wish. That I’m no prisoner. Yet...I can’t leave him.
I got in contact with Squall though. And now I’m off to go eat dinner with Cloud. I’ll just have to write more later.....
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